Disclaimer:
The main characters are not mine, this is an amateur effort written purely for
the fun of it, and no money has exchanged hands, and it is not intended to
breach the copyright of Paramount and Pet Fly Publication. Stargate main
characters are not mine, I just got to play with them, copyright is with Gekko
and MGM, please see part one for a full disclaimer.
With
thanks to Gail, for your help and for Connie for your beta reading, any errors
are mine.
This
story is an AU, and a crossover between The Sentinel and Stargate SG1, with
inspiration from MIB.
Part Three
Blair woke lying on his stomach, with a warm blanket
draped over him. It was when he tried to move that he realized his blanket was
human. Opening his eyes slowly, and blinking away the sleep he saw Jim. The
sentinel was half covering him, and he was going nowhere fast. It was then his
bladder began to kick in; telling him that unless he moved soon it was going to
get messy really fast.
Fully aware that sudden noise could cause pain to a
sentinel, he spoke softly, trying to wake Jim up. On some level the man must
have heard him, but the result was far from the one that he wanted, if anything,
he was pulled closer and the sleepy sentinel nuzzled the back of his neck,
contentedly then relaxed.
//This isn’t working.// “Jim come on man, open
your eyes and smell the coffee. Damn. Okay big guy you asked for it.” Blair
tried to move enough to free his arm that was trapped under him, his body
pushing up against Jim’s stomach. He heard the growl, and immediately laid
still.
//You don’t like that do you, your guide pillow
trying to move.// He sighed in relief as the door opened and a nurse walked in.
The light level in the room hadn’t changed so they must have closed the outer
door, not wanting to hurt the sentinel by exposure to harsh light. He was all
for that. He didn’t want to hurt Jim, but if he did not move soon, he was
going to have one hell of a nasty surprise.
“Nurse.”
Nothing. She just made a notation on the chart by the
door. Careful not to come too far into the room to cause a violent reaction by
crossing the sensory net, that Jim would have thrown around the room last night.
“Nurse, please, you have to help me.”
She put the chart back. Rules were rules, you did not
talk to the guide, especially when they were in the after stage of bonding. If
there were anything wrong with the guide the sentinel would have woken.
With disbelief Blair watched her turn her back on him,
and leave.
He hit his head against the pillow in frustration and
for the first time he really felt scared. He had been, hell, he was a Commander
in the GDP Guide Corp, and as a Alien did not have to work under the same rules
as an ordinary guide, but here all they knew about him was that he was a guide.
As such he had no rights, of privacy or citizenship, only those sentinel would
allow him to have. As far as the hospital staff was concerned he had to wait for
Jim to lead.
Self doubt began to enter Blair’s mind, what if he
bonded to Jim, could he lose some of his status? No alien had ever bonded to an
all human sentinel, and with him being on the disabled list at the GDP, they
could turn on him. Decree that in bonding, he had forfeited his right to alien
status, that he had become a full earth citizen. That in bonding without the
sanction of the GDP, he had violated his oath as a GDP officer, and that would
leave him nothing more that an ordinary, hell a rogue guide, and he knew that
happened to them. His only escape was in completing the mission, getting home to
Varian Free, and somehow avoiding actually having to bond with Ellison.
At the back of his mind a voice told him, “you made
your bed Sandburg, you can lie in it. Do you really think that Jim is going to
let you go. You can already feel him. You might not have finished bonding, but
he’s already in your blood, and do you really think that Brackett is going to
let you go.”
Blair shivered; it was a coldness of the soul not the
body.
“Morning,” the voice was sleep roughened, and was
backed up with a nuzzle against his neck, and a light nip to his throat, as he
was tasted.
The weight lifted as Jim shifted onto his side.
//Finally,// Blair started move on to his knees only to be pushed back down by a heavy
hand in the small of his back, he managed to roll over on to his back, “Uh
oh,” he knew that look. Jim was looking down at him really looking at him; it
was unnerving it was as if he could see to his very soul. [
Blair jumped as a hand stroked his flank, then across
his stomach, then up his arm to his shoulder. The broad strokes were repeated.
The logical part of Jim Ellison apparently had taken a vacation this morning. He
was looking at the pure Dark Sentinel, the primal part of the man, who had his
guide, and was examining. //oh shit he’s mapping me.// Blair knew he was in
deep trouble, each morning a sentinel would set his senses on his guide, almost
like fine tuning them, so far Jim had resisted, now it seemed the Dark Sentinel
had taken control.
Blair
tried to push him away, only to have a hand press on his forehead, forcing him
back down again, with a growl. “Okay big guy so you don’t want me to move, I
guess I can hold it a bit longer.” Blair leaned his head back and looked up at
the ceiling, and for the first time saw the camera, //made sense that they would
want to record any activity in the rooms.// But he colored all the same at the
idea of someone watching and recording them.
The hand returned, stroking his chest, as if trying to
keep him calm, then the sentinel moved so the his arms held him, one draped
across his hips the other laying heavily across his chest.
When he felt the rasp of a tongue across his stomach,
Blair jolted, with a cry of surprise and tried to sit up, only to have the
sentinel hold him down using his weight. A second swipe along his flank made his
breath catch, his heart began to pound faster. By the third lick to his
shoulder, Blair was fighting for air.
The pain in his head was increasing with every lick.
It felt as if his head were going to explode, the pathways in his mind
pulsating, as without coherent thought he began to reach out mentally towards
the sentinel. Even as he did so with a shaky hand he slid his fingers into the
short dark hair, lightly rubbing the sentinel’s head.
Blair’s heart was pounding in his chest and his
pathways began to throb to the same beat. The pain began to increase, then it
was like liquid fire and he threw his head back screaming his sentinel’s name
as he gasped for air.
The Dark Sentinel had heard the need in his guide’s
voice. The change in his scent was recorded as were each gasp and each breath he
took. The musky white chocolate smell was thickening out, and the Sentinel was
purring his approval. His mate was ready, now was the time to claim his guide.
The Dark Sentinel lifted his head, and rubbed his face against Blair’s hand as
he purred, the noise vibrating deep in his throat.
Deep down the Dark Guide recognized its mate, and the
last defenses that Blair had clung too were swept away. All fears forgotten. All
he knew was that he wanted... needed to bond.
0-0-0-0-0
Out in the corridor, NID Agent Jefferson, picked up
file that had been left on the nurse’s station, and tucked it under his arm,
it was amazing what access a white coat could give you. His hand brushed his
weapon, and slid it out of its holster and into the file.
Blair couldn’t wait any longer; he began to tug at
the larger sentinel.
The Dark Sentinel, had now made its way to his
collarbone, was nuzzling away, nipping and tasting. Now nothing mattered. To the
sentinel the guide was willing and Blair felt the Dark Sentinel’s mind push
against his. He no longer tried to block him, he just lowered his barriers.
At the moment of bonding; the Dark Sentinel’s head
suddenly snapped around, his teeth bared, as he pushed out his senses. His
hearing sliced through the silence created by the white noise generator like a
hot knife through butter, and the growl became blood curdling.
Jim pushed himself up on all fours, his body coiling,
the growling becoming louder, and he lunged. Jefferson had only just stepped
into the room and never even had time to bring his gun up, when he was hit by
200 pounds of Primal Sentinel.
The man was smashed into the wall. The hand holding
the gun was broken at the wrist, and the gun fell to the floor. As a grip like
Iron, took him round the throat. Jefferson found himself looking into the
soulless eyes of the Dark Sentinel. He was no longer a man. He was an ancient
terror. Looking towards the bed, the sentinel took in his guide, his mate, the
frightened eyes, the heavy bruising across his body, and the sentinel’s anger
turned to a blood rage. With a roar, he tore the attacker’s throat out with
his bare hands, and then stalked over to his guide. [
Blair’s eyes were fixed on the blood stained hands,
in disbelief. Those long claws had come from the sentinel’s finger tips.
Raising his eyes to Jim’s face, he tried to scuttle backwards away from the
advancing sentinel. As he raised a hand to ward him off, now he truly looked at
the face of the Primal Dark Sentinel.
The Dark Sentinel stopped, his head tilting to one
side, and the growling became softer, turning into a soft cooing, as he edged
closer. The blood had frightened his guide, reaching out the Dark Sentinel wiped
his hands on the edge of one of the blankets, and then reached for his guide.
The claws looked razor sharp, they could shred him
like paper, but this time Blair did not pull back, and he allowed himself to be
pulled into a hug. One clawed hand was splayed across the back of his head, as
the other ran over his body, with great care. With touch and voice, the sentinel
was trying to make him feel safe and cherished. He could feel the sentinel’s
teeth scrape across his skin, and he tilted his head back to allow the sentinel
access to his throat. The sentinel nuzzled at his throat then bit down marking
him. Blair groaned out loud, and the sentinel purred even louder. He eased his
arms round the sentinel, and rested his head on a muscular shoulder. Aggression
was running through the older man, he was in Blessed Protector mode full force.
Blair knew he had to calm Jim down otherwise the next person through the door
would die.
Then the full truth hit him hard, like everyone else
who had read Burton’s book, he had made a grave error. Dark Sentinels were
considered the most primal of throwbacks. They were fast and stronger than their
modern counterparts. Jim had been following a primal pattern of courting him,
offering him warmth, food and protection.
Now he knew what Burton had actually meant; the most
powerful of the Dark Sentinels could merge with their Spirit Guides. A Dark
Sentinel could adapt their form, by channeling the powers of their spirit guide.
Modern sentinels had been told via the GDP teaching it was myth. Jim had not
even tried to do it, and it had come to him as natural as breathing, the moment
he had been threatened. Blair amended that, no it was the moment he, the guide,
had been threatened that the Adaptor had come forward. They were no longer a
myth, they were now living fact.
The claws retracted as the Dark Sentinel retreated
leaving only the man.
0-0-0-0-0-0
Doctor Lindsay came back into the room with his bagel,
and glanced at the screen, Room one, O’Neill and Jackson were still sleeping,
the sentinel curled round his guide. Room two Ellison and Sandburg.
“Shit,” As he saw the crumpled body in the white
coat and the widening pool of blood, he dropped the bagel and hit the security
alert button. Something had gone very wrong.
Ignoring all protocol Lindsay rushed in then froze as
he found himself looking down the barrel of the automatic the sentinel had
scooped it up from the small table by the side of the bed. All the doctor could
see was the barrel; it seemed as wide as a subway tunnel.
It took an almost inhuman effort to look past it. The
sentinel’s hand was steady. He had swept his guide behind him, and now the
guide was kneeling upright, with one arm curled round the sentinel’s chest,
his face pressed the back of his neck. His body pressed against the sentinel’s
back, his mouth was moving silently as he whispered in his ear. The sentinel was
listening to him, then his eyes never leaving the face of the Doctor, he reached
a hand back and stroked his guide affectionately.
Blair was fighting for balance. He had managed to stop
Jim from blasting the doctor in half when he rushed in. //Jeeze where did they
get these guys.// He just knew the man wouldn’t listen to him, but all the
same he had to try. “Doctor, back out of here now, I have him under
control.”
“Guide.” The condescending tone rankled Blair.
“You have to let me help you.”
The doctor tried to edge forward, and Blair could feel
Jim tense feeding off the emotions he was broadcasting. So taking a deep mental
breath Blair knew what he had to do. “Commander Sandburg GDP Guide Corp, now
do what I say or I’ll have you throw out. Don’t make me sanction you.”
“No Sir,” the doctor backed out slowly, keeping
his hands clear. //There was going to be hell to pay for this,// the doctor
thought bitterly. //Just what I need a bloody GDP Guide Officer.//
Jim lowered the gun the threat was gone for the
moment; his guide had broken his cover for him. It showed that no matter what
the kid thought now or later they were linked, and next time they would bond.
And Blair would be his, “Nice to meet you Commander” Jim’s voice had a
touch of sarcasm to it; he waited a beat then added, “finally.” Jim Ellison
was back, as the Dark Sentinel was pushed away, no longer needed.
“You knew.”
Jim turned to look at his guide, “did you really
think that I wouldn’t follow up on what you told me about the mixer. You’re
mine Sandburg, you might have been able to choose once, but not any longer.”
His gaze raked up and down Blair’s body, as with out any pretence he opened
his senses up. Aggressively scenting his guide. Making sure that the guide knew,
and then with a push he toppled Blair onto his back, and moved to cover him. At
the last moment the sentinel’s hand snapped up and he fired, and the camera
exploded. This was not for anyone else’s eyes.
0-0-0-0-0
Simon arrived quickly; he had taken the doctor up with
his offer of bagels in the doctor’s break room, and was coming back to the
monitor room when he heard the alarms going off. Dropping them in the trash can
he began to run. He should have known that he couldn’t leave Ellison and
Sandburg on their own.
Doctor Lindsay caught his arm, as he reached for the
door to the hospital room, “the sentinel’s in there and he’s armed.”
“I’ll handle it Doctor, just keep the people
back.” Simon put his gun back in its holster and kept his hands clear as he
went though the door.
Sandburg was flat on his back and Ellison was kneeling
over him, on all fours. Ellison grabbed the automatic and had it trained on the
door as Simon came in.
Stepping over the body, the Captain his eyes never
leaving the sentinel then bent down and checked for a pulse. Dead. “Agent
report.” His tone became hard, “Agent Ellison report now.”
It was only when the gun was lowered, that Simon
released the breath he hadn’t known he was holding. It confirmed that the man
and not the Primal sentinel was now in charge.
Jim eased back kneeling upright, so that he was
straddling his guide. As he put the safety on the gun, Blair tried to sit up
only to be pushed back down again by a hand to his chest. “Stay down Guide.”
This was getting old fast.
Blair struggled and Jim’s hand caught his throat,
“Keep down Sandburg.” To Simon he added, ” I smelled the gun oil. He came
in. He was armed, and he was after Commander Sandburg. I took him down.”
Typical Ellison straight forward and no frills. //Wait
up he’d said Commander Sandburg so it looked like the cat was out of the
bag.//
Simon took in the state of dress or rather undress,
and snapped, “Ellison let your guide up, and I want you both dressed and in
the Bull Pen, and gentlemen I want a full report on this. And COMMANDER” he
made the title more of a question. “We are going to talk.”
But he could see that Jim Ellison’s attention had
already focused once more on his guide. Simon didn’t turn his back, as he
left. Jim might be his friend, but he knew better than to turn his back on a
sentinel who was slipping in and out of the primal state. It was a mistake you
never made twice.
0-0-0-0-0
The Doctor was waiting just outside of the room.
“Captain.”
“Agent Ellison killed a would be attacker of his
guide. I want the body taken to the morgue and it will be collected later. In
the meantime no one goes in there until Ellison and Sandburg leave.
Jim had been listening in, with his hand resting on
Blair he could easily push past the white noise generator. What they would
accomplish once bonded would be glorious. He turned his attention back to the
bed. His guide suddenly came off the bed in a hurry and bolted. With a snarl he
grabbed for him and missed only to have the door of the bathroom all but hit him
in the face. Then he heard Blair start to relieve himself.
Jim pulled his senses back offering his guide the
basic privacy. It was only when with ordinary hearing that he heard the toilet
flush that he cranked them up again.
When Blair came out, the younger man halted, he could
see the sentinel was on edge, there was something that he needed to do, and it
was being fuelled by primal instincts. Jim had killed to protect him; one of the
sentinel’s most powerful instincts was to protect the guide. He saw the way
that Jim was scenting him, and the way the sentinel frowned, Blair wrinkled his
nose he could smell the stale sweat.
He reached a hand out, “Sentinel your guide is
safe.”
With great care, Jim took his wrist and tugged him
back into the bathroom, then pressed him down to sit on the edge of the bath. He
turned the water on in the shower, and checked the temperature of the water.
Only then did he raise Blair to his feet and with great reverence help him into
the shower. For a moment Blair panicked, then he felt the reassurance that came
off the older man, as he joined him under the spray.
Taking the packet of sentinel soap, Jim used the
disposable wash cloth to work it into a lather and with a gentle tug, brought
his guide close so that Blair’s hands rested against his chest. Using his
longer reach, he began to wash Blair’s back and shoulders. Lifting his long
hair out of the way to wash his neck, all the time his voice was a soothing balm
to the younger man. Even when his touch moved over his bottom and thighs, Blair
remained calm. All he could feel from his sentinel was the need to protect and
care for him. This man would never hurt him.
This is what the GDP did not understand, and even
through he was a GDP Guide Commander, he was only just beginning to figure it
out. Was the Sentinel needed not only to protect the guide, but also to care for
him, to pamper him? This is what the GDP saw as a weakness; in fact he was sure
it was a primal response. If the other sentinels realized that there was nothing
wrong with letting go, then the GDP was going to lose control; sentinels and
guides would have no need for them. At no time even when Jim washed down his
chest, stomach and hips did the touch become anything but reverent and
respectful. Blair stood with his eyes shut savoring the feeling of being cared
for. Ellison was certainly re-writing the record books.
0-0-0-0-0
The Organization.
As the earth and the moon moved in a set pattern so
did Seth, he lived and worked at the Organization, no one could remember when he
had last had a day off, he was a constant presence there. He picked up the phone
and began to dial, his call being put through security buffers until it reached
its destination.
General George Hammond, picked up the red phone, and
listened intently, then went to the Gate Room, “Open the Iris.”
“Sir.”
“You heard me Captain Kern, open the Iris.”
The
general watched as his own security
force fanned out, this was a friendly visit, but in the world of the Stargate,
you could never take any incoming traveler for granted.
A few minutes later the Stargate whooshed into life,
the first men through wore the all black of the Shadow Warriors.
“Unit stand down,” Hammond ordered, the Shadow
Warriors fanned out, and then another person came through the gate, Seth, his
black suite the trademark of the Organization.
Hammond made his way down, to greet his guest.
“Welcome to Stargate Command, Seth.”
“I am honored General Hammond,” Seth head dipped
in welcome.
Suddenly, the Security Units
weapons snapped up, the Shadow Warriors, weapons creating a Mexican
standoff.
Hammond ordered, “Captain Kern explain yourself.”
Kern had
moved in front of his CO, to protect him. “Sir this man’s a Goa’uld. My
guide can feel the larva”.
The biggest secret of the Organization was out.
0-0-0-0-0-0-0
The Bull Pen
Blair took the elevator to the Bull Pen, his hair
still damp from the shower, and to his embarrassment Jim Ellison was still
hovering. In the elevator he had seen the other Agents wait for another car
rather than travel with them. Jim had him in the corner where he could be
protected and was growling at anyone who got close to him.
Once the elevator stopped on their floor, Jim used the
manual control key to stall it. His hands had moved over Blair touching and
holding him close as he scented at him again. Since the attack at the hospital
Jim had been all over him, Blair knew it was a reaction to the threats, but he
had to take control of it now..]
Pushing Jim back, he caught the Sentinel’s face in
his hands, and tugged it down so that he was looking straight into his eyes.
“You listen to me Sentinel, you behave yourself and when we get back to the
loft you can map me. We got a deal big guy.”
The sentinel nodded, and switched the elevator back
on, so the doors opened.
Blair colored as he saw the amusement of the people
waiting to use the elevator, keeping his head down he just kept going.
Simon yelled for them and Blair hurried to comply.
Taking a sip of his coffee, Simon Banks made them
wait. He could see that Jim was on edge. Someone had attempted to take out his
guide, and he was in blessed protector mode, which was all the more impressive
because the guide was not bonded to him. His keen eyes took in the bite mark on
Sandburg’s throat just visible above his collar. So he mused a little claiming
had been going on.
“First things first Ellison, are you bonded.”
“No Sir.”
Simon nodded good Ellison was still playing by the
rules. Then, keeping his tone level but with enough bite to tell a BP sentinel
he meant business. “Jim, you can go now.”
Puzzled Jim shrugged, he had been sure that Simon had
wanted to discuss something with them, but to be dismissed like this did not
make sense. “Come on
Sandburg”. Jim stepped back to allow his guide to leave first. Only to have
Simon say.
“No Jim you can go, Commander Sandburg, and I have
some thing to discuss.” When the sentinel made no effort to move, he added
“Ellison what part of you can go don’t you understand.”
Jim’s attention switched from Simon to his guide, as
he felt a cool hand rest against his shoulder.
“Come off it Jim. Captain Banks isn’t going to hurt me, he just wants
to talk. Do that and you can map me afterwards remember.”
It was almost a painful wrench for the sentinel to
leave his guide, but with the slightest of nods, Jim eventually left the room.
Simon activated the white noise generator, and its shield settled round the
room. He saw the way that Jim tapped his ears and then glared at him before
returning to his desk to know what Jim had been listening in on them.
“Now Commander, would you mind telling me your
story. I have little time for your kind as it is, and Jim’s getting attached
to you. If he’s got to bond, I don’t want it to be with you.”
Blair was surprised at the surge of anger he felt at
that declaration. How dare this man tell he who he could and could not bond
with, didn’t he know who he was. With an almost physical shock, Blair pulled
back from that line of thought, realizing that Banks was waiting for an answer.
“That makes two of us Captain,” he made his voice sound off hand.
Blair tried not to flinch when he saw the angry flash
in the Captain’s eyes. “And what’s wrong with James Ellison, Commander?”
“Nothing Sir, nothing at all, he’s got all the
virtues of a good sentinel.”
“Cut the crap Sandburg, I don’t want the party
line, Jim Ellison, is anal retentive, bullheaded, and he’s a loner, but he’s
my friend and damn good at his job.” Simon paused and looked at the smaller
younger man. “So Commander what’s wrong with you.”
“Me.” Blair shrugged “nothing.”
“Nothing. A mixer gone bad, does that ring a bell
somewhere.” The Captain didn’t take any pleasure in the look of fear that
flitted across Blair’s face.
“Then he told you about me”
“We have sources. Once you start digging its amazing
what you can find out, Commander. The GDP might have buried your files for this
mission, but then we’re not anyone. So why do the GDP want you here? You
can’t bond, so it must be the...” Simon’s grin was almost predatory.
“It’s the artifact, you want, but why the GDP doesn’t have a gate.”
“Sorry Captain I have no idea of what you’re
talking about.”
“Of course if the GDP have the artifact then you
have a bargaining chip. We would have to give in to your demands in return for
having it. Oh I am on to you now Commander, and a word of warning; if anything
happens to Jim, on this mission, then Commander there is no stone that you can
hide under. We do understand each other don’t we”?
“What makes you think I won’t tell them.”
“Because Sandburg, we are paying you, and you have
your own agenda, Dr. Sandburg. My guess is that you’re going to cut and run,
and you need the money.”
Blair didn’t need to answer him.
“I see I’m right, so you do what you have to do to
keep Jim on line for his mission, but you don’t hurt him. I want him to bond
after this to a guide that I have sponsored. Dr. Halliwell is vetting them as we
speak. Then Doctor, I hope that I never have to see you again, because believe
me once Jim is safely bonded, you are history.”
Simon switched the white noise generator off, and then
added, “You can go now Commander.”
Once out of the office Blair found himself blocked by
the sentinel. “Mind telling me what that was all about Sandburg.”
“I just had to explain about the mixer, that I
can’t bond, that’s all.” He glanced at his watch, “look we have Daniel
and O’Neill meeting us at the loft in an hours time, hadn’t we better be
going now.”
“Sure.” He moved enough to let the younger man
past, but his face became thoughtful.
On the way to the loft, Blair knew that Jim was
checking him out, and he turned to look out of the window, he couldn’t handle
this now. He fingered the blister pack of pills in his pocket, and the fear
began to seep back. Last night something had happened to him, he had wanted to
bond. The time before that it been as if he had taken a backseat to someone
else, and that someone had wanted to bond. He could remember the pain in his
head, the need to bond. Each time he could feel himself teetering on the edge of
the bond, next time he might fall, and that would be it. Bonded. He could not
allow that to happen, he had to keep a distance from Jim Ellison. His office. He
would sleep at his office, anything to avoid being in close contact with
Ellison. His mind made up, he turned back and caught the look on the
sentinel’s face, and his heart came up into his throat, it was as if he had
heard every word he had thought.
Blair shook his head, //it was impossible no sentinel
could do that.//
When the truck pulled up outside of the loft. Blair
unbuckled his safety belt, and was reaching for the door latch when Jim’s hand
caught his wrist.
“Sleep anywhere but at the loft and I will come and
get you Sandburg, and believe me if I do, you’re never live it down, because
it will be straight out of Officer
and a Gentleman.”
For a moment Blair stared at the now retreating back
of the sentinel, and his mind was whirling ‘Officer and a Gentleman’, the
film was a classic, sure but, then his mouth dropped open, the last scene of the
film, he could remember that all too clearly.
“He wouldn’t, would he”? Blair didn’t realize
he had said the words aloud until Jim Ellison turned back to the truck and just
grinned at him, and then started back to the entrance.
Blair jumped out slamming the door behind him, as he
hurried to catch up. “Tell me you wouldn’t Ellison, not that.”
Jim refused to answer and just pressed the elevator
call button.
Blair swallowed hard, “oh my god, territorial
imperative at is most primal Look man I am not yours okay, live with it.”
All Ellison did was stand staring into space watching
the lights on the display. For a second the young guide thought he had zoned and
was just reaching for him, when he heard him humming just under his breath. The
theme song of ‘Officer and a Gentleman’.
“Coming Sandburg.”
Blair had to hurry to catch up with him.
Once inside the loft, Blair found himself caught and
pushed up against the wall, and his sentinel was right in his face, a hand
pressed against his chest as the Sentinel started mapping him.
Blair brought his foot down hard on the bigger man’s
instep, making him jerk back, and with all his strength he pushed against him.
“You don’t paw at me, understand. I said you could
map me, but you just don’t pounce, okay.” Keeping eye contact, Blair
shrugged out of his jacket, and let it fall to the floor, then toed off his
sneakers. Reaching down, he pulled the multi-layered shirts off, and let them
fall.
Then and only then did he step into his sentinel’s
space. It scared him to think of this man as his sentinel, but more and more
that phrase was coming to his mind, no matter how ruthlessly he pushed it back.
“Good Sentinel,” Blair said softly, when Jim made
no attempt to grab at him. Keeping eye contact, he reached hand down and caught
one of Jim’s and brought it up and guided it to his waist. The other hand he
pressed over his heart.
“Open your senses, feel the heat of my body, then
the pounding of my heart, my very life force, open your hearing more and you can
hear the air in my lungs, I am well, you have protected me.” Blair moved the
hand so it lay against his face, guiding it over his face,
He felt the hand on his waist tightening.
“No Sentinel, you don’t take, what I can give
freely.” He smiled as he heard Jim purring it was deep vibrating sound, and
the blue eyes seemed to deepen, and he saw a heat in them, a need.
He moved the hand down to his waist and then slide his
own arms round the sentinel’s neck, and moved close, the hands now holding him
in a hug, as he lowered his head to the Jim’s chest, his voice was now soft,
as he felt the senses wrapping round him, and felt mellow soothing presence of
the bond. This time neither made any attempt to instigate it. Just to revel in
the connection of the surface bond.
How long they stood like that Blair had no idea.
However with a deep sigh, Jim finally eased him back, but even then seemed
reluctant to part with him. Leaning forward he rubbed his face against Blair’s
just like a giant cat, then let the smaller man go.
Gruffly he said, “get dressed, I can hear O’Neill,
coming up.”
Blair hid his smile and picked up his clothes.
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SGC
Seth looked almost bemused, “I am surprised your
friends the Tok’ra have not mentioned that to you before, but then again
it’s been a while since we last met.” Seth dipped his head slightly,
“allow me to introduce myself, General Hammond. Seth, former System Lord of
the Northern Section. Now enemy to the Goa’uld for the last six hundred years.
You have questions General and I am willing to answer them.”
“Lower your weapons,” Hammond ordered then
motioned through the blast door, “this way Seth, I think we have much to
discuss.”
Settling in the chair, Seth looked round at the
photographs and fittings of the office, just what he expected to see based on
what he knew of the man. It was functional, with only a few personal touches,
such as a family picture on the shelf behind the desk. It gave him an insight
into the man.
“My first host, General was an Unas, and I like the
other lords believed ourselves to be gods. I came to earth as one of the first
one, the Stargate system was not our making, but we rode it to conquest. It was
while on earth that I met Maat, it was through her love that I realized what
needed to be done, it is not for nothing that she was regarded as the goddess of
justice. It was with our joint forces that we were able to support the slaves
revolt. Maat joined the Tok’ra while I stayed on earth. I only made contact
with Maat after the discovery of the hidden tomb at the Valley of the Kings, and
I knew what it held. It was my ship, and I used it to return to the stars and to
Maat. It was decided to quote you humans so well that to put all your eggs in
one basket was to risk this very planet’s safety. So while the Tok’ra
watched your Stargate project, I created the Organization forming the alliances
you would need. So you see General we have been working towards the mutual goal
the destruction of the Goa’uld or rather those that would not change “ He
smiled softly, “you have questions, please ask them.” Seth paused “then I
will tell you the story of the Chopec System Lords that even Ra would not
attack. The Chopec are as old as the Asgard, and keep true to the ancient
rules.”
The Loft
Jack and Jim had agreed to talk, once they had checked
in with their respective bosses. The loft was the only place that Jim would
consider meeting in. It rankled him to have another sentinel in his territory,
but the thought of Blair being in Jack’s all be it temporary territory would
have been unthinkable.
It soon became clear that neither sentinel thought
that the breakfast the hospital had given them was good enough for their guides,
so Blair found himself seated at the table with a large plate of scrambled eggs,
a pile of toast, and fresh fruit juice in front of him. He gave a soft sigh and
saw a sympathetic look on Daniel’s face, as the archaeologist found himself
facing an equally large plate of food.
Their respective sentinels flanked them, and Blair
could feel Jim’s hand constantly flexing on the back of his neck to encourage
him to eat, and it was obvious that
neither of the guides
were going to get away without being seriously stuffed. Feed the guide
was in full force.
“Your guide makes good coffee.” Jack put in
levelly, as he took a sip of his drink.
That soothed the Alpha Male down. Nothing Jack mused
could do that quicker than a compliment about his guide.
“Just to make sure that we’re singing from the
same hymn book. Daniel is my guide, but he’s a free agent, so he speaks when
he wants to, and how he wants El.”
“Sure flyboy, and the same with Blair.”
The ground rules, Blair mused, had now been set.
“Eat,” it was not a request it was a command.
Blair rolled his eyes at Daniel, then took another bite of his toast, and washed
it down with a gulp of orange juice.
When the discussion started it did not take a guide to
see the two sentinels starting to posture, it was the nature of the beast.
Blair put in quickly, “Look we’re on the same
side, right,” then added. “Okay not quite the same side, but those guys that
went after Daniel, I got the feeling that it was more than a mugging. It was
personal and it has got to be connected with the one that tried to shoot me.”
“A feeling.” Jack queried. He glanced at Daniel
and saw the way his young archaeologist looked down at the eggs, moving them
around on his plate with the fork, to avoid the look Jack was giving him.
“Don’t play with your food, Daniel.” Jack gave
his hair a ruffle, needing the contact with his guide. But Daniel knew that tone
and knew that Jack wanted an answer.
“Blair’s a max 10 and then some, Jack, he could
surface read you, if he wanted. It was only because of Blair that I managed to
keep control, and avoided coming on line while I was at Ranier.” He poked at
the eggs, “we empath bonded, you know buddy bonded, it worked.”
Blair waited for the axe to drop, buddy bonding was
considered nothing short of incest to sentinels.
He felt
the fingers tighten on the back of his neck. The Dark Sentinel would not like
the idea of his guide buddy bonding, but then his touch changed to a softer
caress, as Jim said.
“I can understand that you wanted to help your
friend Chief, but.”
“It was before okay, way before.” Blair did not
say anymore, he knew that Daniel had no idea that he was GDP, and somehow it
seem almost like a betrayal of his ideals, of the person he had been, and was
going to be again.
Looking at Daniel, Blair decided it was up to him to
explain. “I am a projecting empath, don’t worry I don’t peek. But I felt
them, it was not as if they were trying to hide anything.”
Jack’s eyes switched to look at Daniel and saw his
head go down. “This goes no further. Daniel was a prisoner of the NID for a
while, he was their First Contact expert.” Jack gently stroked the blond
archaeologist shoulder and arm, keeping him calm. “He was degraded and
humiliated by the NID agents but he fought
back, and managed to escape, he has nothing to be ashamed of”. Through touch
Jack gave his reassurance, only then did the younger man look up and meet the
eyes of the other men round the table.
Jack continued his voice level, “I would guess that
this is connected with a certain bauble that we are both interested in. I
suggest we check in and then see if we can sing from the same song sheet.”
Jim nodded to the phone, “The line is secure, and I
run a level 10 sweep continuously.”
Even Jack kept his conversation short and sweet, he
handed the phone to Jim, “I think they want to talk to you.”
The Organizations involvement with the Stargate was
something new, and glancing at his guide Jack knew that Daniel was already way
ahead of him. Which planets had the Organization visited, what had they found,
and more importantly what had they done. Now it looked like they were going to
find out first hand.
The trip to the Organizations head quarters has been
fast, but with Ellison driving not a trip that Jack was keen to repeat again too
soon, especially with Daniel in the vehicle with him.
It took
them ten minutes to get to their gate room which was at least 15 stories down
into the bedrock of the city of Cascade. As they approached the gate room
they’d had to pass through increasingly higher levels of security.
Daniel leaned into Jack; “this is going to be
interesting, they can’t dial directly to our gate, because you can’t dial
your own number, so they must have a staging gate.”
“Nearly right Doctor Jackson,” Jim answered, as
they waited for the gate to be dialed up. “As we go out we slingshot through
another gate, then our gate shuts down, and your gate is opened. Asgard
technology at its best.”
“So you’ve met the little guys as well.”
“Sure, who hasn’t”? Ellison all but smirked.
Whatever Jack was about to say was forgotten as the
gate came to life.
Daniel placed his hand on his sentinel’s shoulder,
“Okay Jack, bring the dials down, listen to my voice, 6.5.4. 3. Hold on 3.”
He paused, “er Blair you best get Agent Ellison settled before you gate.
Oh,” his eyes opened wider, “you haven’t gated with him before. No
problem. Blair, put your hand on his shoulder, and connect, have him bring his
dials down so that they are at ordinary levels, or a little lower if possible,
and have him hold them there until after he’s through the gate. Otherwise he
could cascade.”
“Yeah, thanks.” Blair slid round Jim, and placed
his hand on his chest, the other resting on his shoulder, knowing that he needed
the additional connection. “Right big guy, we can do this.”
Previously Jim, relied on the equipment to help him,
but if he was to keep the pretence that they were bonded he would have to follow
Blair now. It was only temporary. Soon Blair would be his, and the lies would be
given truth.
Only when they were ready did sentinels and guides
enter the wormhole. Blair had paused on the lip of the wormhole, his hand
tentatively touching the swirling blue light. “Its okay Chief, it can’t hurt
you, hang onto me, and watch the first steps it’s a doozy.”
0-0-0-0-0-0
As soon as they appeared at the SGC, they were
escorted though to the Conference Room. Captain Kern began filling Jack in on
the developments, including the fact the Seth was a Goa’uld.
When they took their seats round the table in the
Briefing Room, Jack made sure that Daniel was seated away from Seth, not wanting
to trust his guide near a Goa’uld. But
all the same he could feel the
excitement starting to build in
Daniel, and could almost hear the
wheels spinning in his head, under the table Jack laid a warning
hand on Daniel’s leg, to steady him. Now was not the time for his
quirky guide to come out of the left field with something. Danny had ethics that
sometimes got in the way. He had suffered for it once, and Jack had no plans to
let it happen again.
The emotions in the room has started to build as the
negotiations had become more intense, and Blair could feel them battering his
barriers, at least with Daniel being fully bonded, his sentinel could shield
him, he hand noticed the way Daniel’s hand was resting on the table the
fingers laying across Jack’s wrist. Jim could only give a surface protection,
and at the moment even that was being denied him, and already he could feel a
sick migraine coming, he tightened his grip on the side of the chair. Throwing
up over the floor in the boss’s office might not be the best career move. . He
had to make sure that Jim was on that dig, because if he wasn’t then he was
not going to get paid, and he needed the money to disappear.
Blair tried to concentrate on the discussion. The
merit of which sentinel should be on the dig and which should be walking the
perimeter was being argued. Blair needed Jim to be there even though there was a
risk. Jack would soon tumble the fact he was unbonded so Blair cut in quickly.
“With Agent Ellison being an Alpha Sentinel he would be able to shield Daniel,
and since he’s bonded,” //okay keep the fiction going// ”he wouldn’t
have any need to try and connect with him. The idea of one sentinel protecting
another’s guide is documented. ”
He could see the Jack O’Neill was about to say
something about that, but General Hammond spoke first. “Doctor Sandburg,
surely the territorial imperative of Agent Ellison would preclude him taking
another into his territory even another guide.”
“No sir, it has been documented that a sentinel of
the same clan or pride will take an orphaned guide in, and support them until
another sentinel had been found to bond under his sponsorship. Guides have
always been in shorter supply than sentinels, and it would be crazy to lose a
resource. Now of course we have dampeners but in the past this was the only way
to keep a guide from overloading.” Blair took a breath, and looked round the
sea of faces, he could see Jim nodding. Not knowing the sentinel had already
spoken to Jack on the same matter. He was surprised to see the man did not seem
phased by it. For most modern sentinels it was unthinkable. But then most of
them were not Dark Sentinels. Why did he have the feeling that he had entered
the Outer Limits with Agent Ellison.
Nausea and light headedness made him close his eyes,
the next thing he knew a bottle of water was being pushed into his hands, and
Jim was hovering over him, when Dr. Frasier started forward, Blair jumped as he
heard the growl, it was inhuman. He caught the sentinel’s wrist, and was
rewarded with a hand rubbing his back.
Seth ignored the by play apart from saying, “I would
suggest that you take a seat Doctor, it appears that Dr. Sandburg is being
looked after.”
Sandburg forgotten Hammond continued the briefing
“Then Colonel O’Neill and SG1 will patrol the excavation site, we can make
sure that no hostiles try to take the artifact once it’s located. We would be
very naive if we thought that the NID are the only other people interested in
the artifact. The Tok’ra have confirmed that there is a Goa’uld cell on
earth. Ellison and O’Neill can remain in contact without the need of a radio
so when the time comes we don’t have to rely on technology to call SG1 in.
Jack could feel the emotions of his guide, and Daniel
was getting more and more uptight. Given the way he had been hurt it was only
natural that he was frightened of Agent Ellison. El had no soft sides to his
personality, he was hard and unyielding.
Jack on his feet, “General Hammond, Sir, this is not
a good idea. Daniel.”
“Colonel, I know that you do not like to be
separated from Doctor Jackson, but in this case it’s the way it’s going to
be. In the meantime Doctor Jackson will speak with Dr. Sandburg about the
protection ritual. Our intelligence has just informed us that there has been a
serious accident at the excavation site, three diggers have been airlifted out,
and they are going to rotate the teams earlier than planned. You should hear
within the next 48 hours. So get yourselves sorted out gentlemen.”
The meeting finished and as they walked down the
corridor, Blair kept pace with Daniel, allowing the two sentinels to walk ahead
of them.
Blair easily picked up Daniel’s concern, and the way
he was staring at the sentinel’s back. “Don’t worry Daniel he won’t hurt
you. Jim’s not the kind to do that.”
“I don’t know Burg,” the nickname from
University rolled easily off his tongue. “I just get a feeling when I am
around him, it’s like,” he paused, and leaned closer, “it feels like
mainlining electricity.”
“He’s very strong, Danny, he’s a Dark
Sentinel.” Blair lowered his voice, “and he’s an adaptor.” He saw the
way Daniel’s eyes widened.
“They exist? I thought they were myths. Oh shit.”
Daniel stopped in his tracks, and caught Blair’s arm and pulled him to one
side. “You’re bonded to a dark sentinel adaptor. Burg, are you crazy? You
know what they’re like, they need, hell they demand total obedience. He
won’t care that you’re half Varian, he’ll want you on your knees at his
feet. The last Dark they diagnosed was a card-carrying sociopath remember. And
if he’s an adaptor, they don’t even have a record on the last one of those,
but...”
“But what Guide Jackson.” Daniel had his back to
the speaker, and closed his eyes, as he recognized the voice, but more
importantly the vibrations that were beating against his barriers, Agent
Ellison.
The sentinel was in a red rage that this guide should
dare to think that he would hurt
his Blair. Jim savored the thought, his Blair, his and only his.
He reached past Daniel and snagged Blair by the back
of the neck, and pulled him close, “Keep your views to yourself Jackson, what
I do with my guide doesn’t concern a Branded understand me.”
“El back off.” O’Neill was between Ellison and
his guide. “Daniel isn’t a Branded, so.”
“He bears your brand” the flush to the blond
guide’s face showed the he was on the money. “And that makes him your
property, you can beat him or” he halted for effect, “you can screw him. The
AFGP don’t care as long as it’s not in public and it doesn’t scare the
horses.”
The sneer was pure evil. Jim bumped Jack’s arm as
Blair was frog marched away, daring the beta sentinel to challenge him.
Jack was about to lunge for him, when Daniel caught
his arm, and hung on. Seeing the alarm in his guide’s face, Jack brought
Daniel close to him . There was real fear in the blue eyes, as he watched the
black dressed sentinel leave. “Jack I don’t have to be with him on the dig
do I, I can be with the team.” He was pleading; very real fear soured his
scent.
“Orders are orders Daniel.”
“I don’t care .”
“Guide Jackson,” Jack hardened his voice,
“don’t push me on this. Remember what happened after PR8990.” He was not
proud when he felt the younger man shudder. His expression softened and he gave
the tense shoulder a squeeze, “I’ll be there Danny, he won’t hurt you.”
“Jack we need to talk. There is something you have
to know about Agent Ellison.”
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An office door was pulled open, and Blair was thrown
inside.
This Blair mused was getting old very fast, this time
would be different.
Blair swung, his fist making contact with Jim’s jaw;
it was totally unexpected and staggered the Sentinel backward. “You listen to
me, I am not a chew toy for a testosterone challenged Sentinel throwback, and if
you do that one more time, I am going to neuter you, get my drift. Now back off
man, or next time I’ll knock you on your butt.”
The sentinel rubbed his jaw, “you really think you
can do it, Guide.”
“Yeah so don’t push me, now back off. .” Blair
was breathing heavily, “You don’t called Daniel Branded understand me,”
the anger was very real. “He’s not a property he’s a man in his own right,
and I am not having you disrespect him. Sentinels, a genetic advantage, and you
think your god almighty, you’re not, you put your pants on one leg at a time,
and you bleed the same color blood as us. If anything you’re inferior. A child
could zone you, without us you’re nothing.”
Jim snarled back “in this world, a Sentinel outranks
a Guide every time remember that GUIDE SANDBURG.”
“Not this guide, Sentinel. So listen up, we have to
go through with this mission, but you are not my sentinel. All you are is a
weakness to me, a genetic weakness, that I can control with drugs.” Blair spat
the words.
He was surprised to hear the sentinel laughing,
“With your pills? You might as well take candy. They’re fake, if anything
they bring you into heat. Don’t you get it Sandburg, you’re coming on line,
and when that happens you won’t have a choice. You’re going to be mine.”
“Never Ellison, not Brackett’s, not yours,”
Jim moved forward closing the distance between them.
His blue eyes smoldering as they locked on his guide. The reference to the other
sentinel had gone straight to the primal side of his brain.
Blair launched himself forward both hands hitting Jim
at chest level pushing the bigger man away, as Blair jumped back giving himself
more room again. Waiting for the attack that was going to come, no sentinel
especially an unbonded and untrained sentinel would put up with his conduct,
only a GDP Sentinel would obey his training.
The sentinel raised a hand and placed it over where
Blair’s hand had rested, “I can feel your warmth, and smell your scent,
Sandburg.” Jim brought his hand to his nose and sniffed it. “You’re in
heat, any sentinel can smell you, all you need is a notice saying take me. Each
time I touch you, I can smell it thickening. You want this, Sandburg, and you
want to bond. At the hospital you...”
“Shut up.” Blair was almost shaking. “You know
nothing at all about guides, I’m never going to give you want you want, you
hear me. I would rather die than bond, with an over-sensed Neanderthal.”
“Bond or die,” Jim’s voice was almost pleasant;
“an interesting concept, and you, Sandburg, are not going to die.”
The door edged open, and Major James White, eased in,
careful not to appear threatening to the sentinel. The Major had been leaving a
training session with an AFGP guide, when he had seen the sentinel push what had
to be his guide into the room. He didn’t know who they were but he could
recognize what they were. They needed help and that was why he was here to help
sentinels. Keeping his voice level, as he had been taught he said. “Sentinel,
can I help you, I am a Guide Supervisor and Trainer.”
Blair tuned on him, “Listen Fly boy fuck off, I am
GDP, and this sentinel is under my command, he ass belongs to the me.”
Major White’s face was a picture, his mouth dropping
open. He had never expected a guide to say that to him. His hand dropped to the
stun gun, that he carried, the guide looked wild out of control.
“You lift that up and I’ll stick it where the sun
doesn’t shine.” Blair snapped at him.
“Get out,” Jim growled at him, his eyes never
leaving Blair’s face.
It was clear that White was being dismissed.
White couldn’t argue with that, he edged out,
closing the door behind him. The guide deserved everything he got but he still
headed to the General’s office. He needed to find out why he had not been
informed about the strange pairing’s arrival on the base. Also who the hell
let the GDP in?
Almost amused the sentinel came closer to his
firebrand of a guide.
“Don’t even think about it.” Blair took a
steadying breath. “Here are the rules, and you better believe me, you’re
going to follow them until this mission is over. I am a GDP Commander, you
can’t order me around understand”
Jim edged close again, “Well Commander,” The
sentinel made the title almost a mockery, “The bond is here I can feel it,
smell it on you, but so far the fates have been against us, but we can finish it
now, and you’d be mine and only mine.”
“Never.”
“You didn’t sound like that in the hospital, your
mind and body said yes. Your scent called to me.”
“I am crippled, Ellison, remember.”
“No, just reluctant. You’re like a someone
that’s been thrown from a horse. You’re frightened to get back on again.”
Blair took a step back, “you’re lying.”
“Your own body betrays you, right now.” Jim tilted
his head back and openly scented the younger man, the smile was cold and cruel,
“and I can smell you Sandburg, You want to bond, its clawing at you, like
quicksilver in your veins.”
With a shake of his head to clear the seductive call
of the sentinel. Blair turned and grasped at the door handle. But a big hand
reached past him slamming it shut before it could open, and he felt himself
pinned to the door by Jim’s weight from behind. The words were whispered
harshly in his ear. “You’re mine Sandburg, claimed and marked. Anyone else
touches you and they’re in a pine box.” For a heartbeat he held the younger
man like that, making him sure that he felt it, and knew what it meant, then he
let him go. “No one interferes with our bond, and certainly not your branded
friend.”
Blair was shaken by the emotion. He was in deeper than
he had ever imagined.
When they got the call to the mission briefing it was
almost a relief.
But it also opened up a new problem, for Jim to accept
Daniel under his protection he had to vow to obey him, the ritual was ancient,
but rarely used in modern time.
Jack O’Neil stood back with Daniel, and waited for
the ritual to start.
Blair, moved to the center of the room, between Jim
and the soon to be claimed guide, and put his hand out, “Daniel Jackson, join
with me become one with me.”
The Colonel let go of Daniel reluctantly. He knew it
had to be done but every fiber of his being was fighting against letting his
guide go. His eyes traveled past the two guides to Jim Ellison, the man was
pacing up and down, he looked like nothing more than a predator, his eyes had
gone from blue to red, and his fingers were now incased in long claws. The
adaptor had changed fully, there was a low rumbling growl coming from him, that
was no longer fully human.
Blair centered himself, he didn’t have to turn to
see the change to know that it had happened, Jim was in his full Dark Sentinel
adaptor persona, and in that state Daniel had to ask for his protection.
Pulling Daniel close to him, and keeping his voice
level he ordered, “Don’t look at Jim, Danny, keep your eyes on me. Now
Jim’s not himself at the moment, he’s kinda primal. He’s not going to hurt
us, but he’s gong to need to touch you, so don’t panic, just remain calm.
Okay.”
Daniel nodded, and lowered his head to rest on
Blair’s shoulder as his slightly smaller friend did the same. Their arms round
each other, Blair’s mind met with Daniel’s and they mixed, the smaller man,
giving comfort to the blond archaeologist, soothing his fears.
Only when he was sure that Daniel was ready did Blair
turn round, bringing Daniel with him, and with a firm touch brought him down on
his knees.