Part Four
Quiet surrounded the flickering fire inside the old mine. Both men preoccupied with thoughts of home, parents, friends, and those loved and gone. Jim remembered a girl from home, a girl with dark red hair and laughing brown eyes. Skin like pale moonlight and a smile that could light up the dark. A girl grown old and bitter long before her time with the hardships from the war. She had thought him dead when she married a man old enough to be her grandfather. She had married him when she had lost her entire family, their home and land; married him for security and companionship. She had two small children, twin boys who ran wild with an overindulgent father who sat on the porch while she ran the place. And in her pain and disappointment, Carolyn blamed Jim for everything that had happened. He rode away with tears blinding his eyes and a lump of lead in his chest where a hopeful heart had once resided.
He had drifted from town to town, job to job, until he woke up one day, hung over, penniless and clueless as to where he was. When a cold bucket of water was tossed over his aching body, he came up fighting then almost passed out from the pain of his aching head. The huge blacksmith had laughed at his pathetic attempt to swing at him, easily catching his fist in a ham-sized fist. Rather than toss him out on his ear, Bud had taken him in, cleaned him up and taught him the smithy trade. Bud was also the town marshal. Jim helped him as a deputy when needed, usually payday weekends. A few drunks, a few fights, one gun battle with the bullets finding mirrors and lamps and the piano, but not the first flesh wound. Jim thought that all such fights should happen after the parties involved had drunk themselves under the table.
He didn’t make friends there, he simply met people. The townsfolk knew him, spoke, even invited him to the town dances and dinners and such, but he never went. He couldn’t. Sometimes the noise from conversations overwhelmed him, the odors from many bodies inside one building gave him headaches and at times he thought the food the ladies had prepared were poisoned or had absolutely no flavor at all. Only Bud knew about his problems, but neither of them could come up with a way to solve the problem. Jim lived in a small cabin in the sparse trees behind Bud’s blacksmith shop and he was content.
But one day trouble rode in in the person of one Jesse Drews, would be gunslinger. He was spoiling for a fight with someone, anyone; a man in love with dime store novels and the notoriety involved. And Jim found himself silently grieving over Bud’s grave as Drews was being buried at the same time. Bud had tried, so had Jim, but the idiot kid drew first, and one good man, the only friend Jim had in the world was gone. Bud had deeded the smithy to Jim in his will, but he hadn’t the heart or desire to stay any longer. The blacksmith shop sold quickly and Jim headed west, grubstake safely in a bank in St. Louis.
Jim roused himself from his troubled thoughts and noticed that Sandburg had fallen asleep, tears tracks streaking his face. The kid had lost his home, his love, much the way Jim had. He reckoned they had traveled vastly different roads, but in the end they seemed to have found a kindred spirit. He got up and went out to check the area and bring back fresh water.
Blair found himself lost in a black mist, tendrils swirling around him, teasing him with only brief glimpses of the scenes flashing before him. He saw a slim, tall girl running through tall grasses, black hair flying out behind her. Her smile eclipsed the sun and his own smile answered. The blackness took away her lovely visage and his next glimpse was of Black Elk in the sweat lodge, telling him stories of The People, their history a verbal one, though their lodges bore painted scenes that told of their beliefs and reverence for the earth. The next scene was one he would never, ever forget. The smile was gone, her hair tangled and dirty, clothes ripped and lips drawn back in a rictus of pain and anger. He fell to his knees as a wail of pain, rage and loss ripped from his very soul. Hands gripped his shoulders and tried to drag him away from her. He fought the hands, wanting to stay by her side, never leave, die while holding her ravaged body. The pain of his flayed back tore through him, but he struggled, determined to stay with her.
“......Sandburg, stop it! You’ve got your back bleeding again. Are you with me kid? Blair! Stop!” The words finally penetrated the black fog and he found Jim hanging on to him as gently as he could. Blair looked around and found himself in a dark passage, kneeling in murky water.
“Where? I was......oh god! She’s dead. She’s dead, they’re all dead and I did nothing. If I hadn’t stayed there, not gotten involved, none of this would’ve happened. Just leave me be, leave me here Jim. Or I’ll get you killed too! I’m cursed and you’ll die if you stay here! You’ve gotta leave me here, just go.....” Blair was pushing at Jim, trying to get him to understand, trying to make him leave, his voice rising almost hysterically, when Jim backhanded him. The stinging pain halted his rapid stream of words, confused blue eyes blinking back tears. Jim shook him again, gently.
“You listen to me Blair Sandburg. You are not to blame for what happened in that village. You are not cursed; you’re not a jinx, a Jonah or anything else you can think of to call yourself. Now, we’re gonna get back to the fire and clean your damned back and after I get the bleeding stopped, you will lie there and let your back heal because we have to head out tomorrow and you don’t want to slow me down, now do you?” He waited patiently and was rewarded when the panic and confusion ebbed from wide blue eyes.
“Okay, Jim. I’ll try not to cause you any more problems.” came the soft reply.
Jim shook his head in frustration; “You haven’t caused me any problems, Sandburg. And though you may not believe me right now, it will get better.”
Jim saw the doubt in Blair’s eyes, but he ruffled the curly hair and huffed. “This is gonna hurt, but we’ve got quite a ways to go. I don’t know how you managed to get this far. Ready?”
Blair clung to Jim’s arm as he gained his feet, feeling lightheaded and his back on fire. Jim slung his arm as low as he could around Blair’s waist for support as they shuffled through the dark shaft back to their makeshift camp. “I.... I had...a night...mare and I could....could see Black Elk... and Morning...Star and...and the others...and then...then she was... dead...and I was holding her...”the soft voice drifted off. Jim knew there was something he should say, but he wasn’t sure he could find the right words.
“Thanks for telling me her name, Blair. I’m glad you told me. A beautiful name for a beautiful woman, huh?” Blair smiled at him, “Oh, yeah, Jim. She was the most beautiful thing I’d ever seen.”
“Well, you honor her memory by remembering her love and the good times you had together. Got that partner?”
Tears streamed down the pale face, but the smile seemed to light up the old mine.
Part Five
The night passed quietly with the two men waking before sunup. Blair was able to move without losing his breath from the pain, and while far from healed, he knew his back was getting better. Jim had ‘Buck’ outside with the travois lashed to the saddle and was dousing the fire. Blair knew that soon Jim would move him outside and he dreaded those few minutes, but was determined not to let on how much it hurt.
“Okay, Sandburg. Time to move you outside and we’ll be on our way. Take a couple of deep breaths and this’ll be over before you know it.” Blair could hear the apology in Jim’s voice as he hoisted Blair to a semi-sitting position, then maneuvered him upright. Jim waited until Blair got his feet under him, then moved them outside. As carefully and quickly as he could, he shifted Sandburg onto the travois, arranged a blanket over him, noting the tight mouth and beads of sweat dotting the pale face. Jim smiled grimly. He knew the kind of pain the kid was in and acknowledged what it had cost him to move just that short distance. But he gave the kid credit; he hadn’t uttered the first sound. Making sure his charge was lying comfortably; he mounted and started back to the herd.
They traveled until twilight fell. Sandburg ate supper in exhausted silence and Jim was preoccupied with his own thoughts. Before Jim had finished the dishes, Blair was snoring softly. Jim checked on ‘Buck’ once more, then sought the warmth of his own bedroll. Just before dawn, a faint noise startled him awake. He turned slightly, just enough to peek under the brim of his hat, letting out a loud snore for effect. He watched the man sneak around their little camp, then, emboldened, straighten and head toward Jim’s horse. Jim chuckled to himself. The would be thief loosened the reins, then tried to mount. As he went tumbling head over heels, Jim’s laughter wakened Sandburg.
“Wha.....what’s going on, Jim?” came the sleepy question.
“Oh, just enjoying the show, Sandburg.” Jim watched as the man climbed to his feet, groaning over new bumps and bruises. “Ya know, Henri. I think by now you’d’ve figured out that nobody rides that horse but me.”
He laughed again as Henri answered him with a rude gesture. He poked the fire to life and started a morning pot of coffee. As he worked, he answered Blair’s questioning look. “Blair, I’d like you to meet Henri Brown, wrangler, ex-infantry, singer, musician and all around terrible horse thief. H, this here’s Blair Jacob Sandburg. Blair, if you shake hands, count and make sure you get all your fingers back.”
Henri settled down with a long-suffering groan, “That is the damnedest horse I ever saw, Ellison. Pleased to meet you Sandburg.” Henri dusted off his hands and stuck one out. They shook and Henri saw the younger man’s grimace.
“What are you doing out here H, besides trying to steal my horse. Again.”
“Aah, you know Simon. You were due back yesterday at the latest and he couldn’t stand not knowing where one of his ‘chicks’ had got off to.” Jim laughed again and nodded.
Blair relaxed as he watched the two men. He had been startled awake by all the commotion and had thought bullets would fly. Henri looked big and menacing at first, but up close, his happy, friendly face erased any worry. He was a big, confident man, but the overall impression was reassuring to the young man who’d been through so much lately.
The coffee was history, as was breakfast, since Henri put away as much as Jim and Blair combined. He complained that Simon had sent him off in such a rush he hadn’t had time to grab any real grub before heading out. And he’d ridden all night, he added. After riding night herd. Jim shook his head. “Henri Brown, you’re gonna go to hell for sure if you don’t stop telling whoppers every time you got a new audience. Now get your lazy butt up and let’s get moving!”
Blair listened to the friends fill in the other on what had been happening since they parted. At least he intended to. He did when he was awake. Or when his back wasn’t hurting like the very dickens. He was aware the pain was less intense; the pain wasn’t like breath stealing fire now; it was more an all over deep, driving, knifing ache. He could move his arms and legs a bit more and that kept away the pins and needles sensation from lying in one position so long that the limbs went to sleep.
Henri turned in the saddle and looked back at the young man asleep on the travois. He couldn’t hold back his questions any longer. “How in the world did you end up taking care of that tenderfoot? Where’d you find him? What the hell happened to his back?”
“Kind of a long story H, but we got nothing else to do. He came out here on some kind of study for college and ended up living with a small group of Sioux. Fell in love with one of the young women and planned on getting married. He’d been asked to join the tribe after going through an initiation. One of the braves was jealous or something and when he couldn’t block Sandburg becoming part of the village, he rode out and found a troop of soldiers. He lied and told them Blair was a captive, so they rode out to the rescue. When the soldiers attacked, Blair tried to stop them, but they killed everyone. Except Sandburg. I guess to them, he was some kind of traitor, so they whipped him; almost killed him. US Army soldiers whipped him to the point where he almost died and they left him.” Henri Brown listened to the quiet voice that vibrated with fury and was suddenly very glad he wasn’t wearing a uniform right then.
“Blair said the brave admitted what he’d done right before he died. The girl he loved died in his arms. And he knows they raped her before they killed her. I found him wandering, stumbling along in a wash, blind with grief. It’s a wonder he’s still alive. His back will be scarred, but I think the worst ones will be inside.”
The two men rode in silence. Blair slept, unaware of the tears that trickled down his face as he dreamed.
They rode late into the night before setting up camp. Jim and Henri unhitched the travois from Jim’s saddle, dragged it next to the fire, all without waking Sandburg. H grinned across at Jim, “Wasn’t it you who said I could sleep through a stampede?” Jim nodded. “I think we just found someone who actually could sleep through one.”
“Wait ‘til you try to wake him in the morning for breakfast. Like trying to rouse a grizzly too early in the spring.”
Henri chuckled until he fell asleep.
Morning arrived, sullen and drizzling rain. Jim shook Blair’s shoulder gently, easily avoiding the swatting hand. Henri poured coffee into a tin and handed it to Ellison. Jim passed the cup in front of Sandburg’s nose a couple of times and the same hand unerringly found the cup, without cracking one eye open. Half the cup was drained before Jim saw any blue from under the eyelids.
“Morning Sandburg. Care to join us for breakfast?”
Frown lines appeared between eyebrows and a sound reached their ears, somewhere between a snort and a snarl. The rest of the coffee disappeared, the tin was handed back and the small amount of blue disappeared. Seconds later, soft snoring came from the bundle of blankets on the travois.
“I see what you mean. That worked real well there Jim. How do you get him awake?” Henri discovered just how hard it was to get the young man going, who later apologized to both men for his surliness.
Camp was dismantled and they were on their way.
As they rode, Jim shifted uneasily, unsettled by a feeling that something was wrong, very wrong. At first he had blamed it on the weather. He checked once again, and satisfied that his poncho was keeping Sandburg fairly dry, he returned to checking the surrounding countryside. Henri had noticed his restlessness, but had said nothing.
Blair knew something was wrong as he woke. He knew he had been sleeping a lot, but thought it was because his body was healing. But his last dream had been full of violence and hate and had not been about the massacre he had lived through. He cleared his scratchy throat, pulled back the poncho and called to Jim. ‘Buck’ immediately halted and he watched Jim dismount and hurry back to him. Blair’s words rushed out, “Jim, there’s something wrong and I don’t know what but it’s bad and I’m afraid. Not about me, it’s you and, uh, Henri and....”
Jim’s big hand pushed the hair off Blair’s sweaty forehead. And with
that contact his senses seemed to clear and focus. His head shot up as shots
rang out and he drew his gun. Henri watched as Ellison crouched over
Sandburg, scanning the area.
“What is it Jim? What’s going on?” Henri questioned as he pulled his
own gun from its holster.
“Didn’t you hear that H? Gunshots.”
“I didn’t hear a thing Jim.” Henri snapped his mouth shut as Jim whirled around, gun aimed at nothing.
More shots rang through the air, this time with the sound of thundering hooves. “Stampede H. There’s a stampede.”
“What are you talking about? I don’t hear nothin’.”
“Trust me on this. I hear shots being fired and now I can hear the herd being stampeded. We’ve got to get back there and help. Now.”
Jim turned to the wide-eyed Sandburg. “We need to move fast right now and you’re not up to a ride like that. I’m going to get you settled under that stand of trees and you promise me you’ll stay put.”
“But Jim. You might need....”
A firm hand over his mouth stopped his protest. “Promise me, Blair. I need to know you’re safe, so I can focus on helping Simon and the others.”
“Promise Jim. I’ll stay put.”
Part Six
Henri watched in amazement as Jim vaulted into the saddle and rode over to a small stand of trees. The travois was unhitched, an extra blanket soon covered the injured man, a canteen of water and a pouch of pemmican was placed near Blair’s hands. The poncho had slipped down and Jim gently moved it to cover Blair’s head. He hesitated, torn between leaving this man alone and heading straight to the herd that was in danger. Blair smiled up at him and ordered, “Get moving Ellison. Now!”
Clods of dirt flew through the air as the two horses raced toward trouble. Jim had offered no further information, but Henri knew from the grim look on Ellison’s face that it was bad. They topped a small ridge and looked down on chaos. The supply wagon was overturned, the stampeding herd racing around it like floodwaters around a boulder. Several riders were firing in the air and Jim saw their men scattered behind sparse cover and on top of the supply wagon firing at them. Jim spurred ’Buck’ forward, knowing there was little time to reach the head of the stampeding herd and get the cattle turned.
Henri raced along behind Jim realizing his intentions and knowing he’d need help. The noise, the dirt, the shouts of anger and pain, gunshots all battered at Jim’s wide-open senses. He ignored the intense headache growing behind his eyes as he and Henri neared the head of the stampede. He urged ‘Buck’ on and the horse responded, giving all from his splendid heart. They flew through the boiling cloud of dust and soon galloped alongside the lead steer. Jim began firing his gun in the air and slowly, inexorably the cattle turned. Henri watched to ensure none splintered and start another stampede. Rafe and the horse wrangler, Rafael, joined them. Once satisfied the cattle were too exhausted to bolt again, they left Rafael to guard the cattle and headed for the overturned wagon.
Simon, Joel and three others were in a heated gun battle with the cattle thieves. Jim pulled his rifle from the scabbard and taking aim, shot two of the rustlers before they were aware of them. Henri and Rafe exchanged astonished looks; it was next to impossible to hit anything from the back of a moving horse. And Jim had only fired twice. The rustlers fired a few more shots, turned their horses and fled.
Simon looked in amazement as the rustlers galloped away. He had thought for sure the herd was lost to them and that he and the others would be dead soon. A shout from behind had him whirling around in time to see Ellison, Brown and Rafe thunder past. He stared at the men disappearing into a cloud of dust, then over at Joel Taggert who had a dumbfounded look on his face. Grins slowly spread across their faces and they let out whoops of glee.
“Stay here with the wagon, Joel. You’ll probably have your hands full taking care of the wounded. I’m heading off after those three. You’re in charge until we get back.” He ran to the nearest horse and headed after his men and the cattle thieves.
He found them in a heated gun battle less than a mile away. The rustlers had taken refuge in a jumble of boulders. Simon joined Brown and Rafe and asked, “Where’s Jim?” Brown pointed to a dry stream bed just ahead and Simon spotted Jim lying behind an old tree stump. Jim waited and waited and when the rustlers stopped firing to reload he calmly sighted and picked one off.
Rafe looked at Simon and shook his head. “That’s the third outlaw he’s hit since they pinned us down here. And he’s only fired that rifle of his a dozen times. I’ve never seen shooting like it. Except for those snipers during the war, and they had Sharpes carbines. Not a Winchester like Jim has.”
They watched as Jim waited out another volley of shots, aimed and barely missed one of the rustlers’ head. They heard the yelp of pain when the man was hit by splinters of rock from the ricochet. Jim lay back down and looked back at the other three. They saw the smile split his dusty face. “Glad you could join us Simon. Why don’t you three pick a direction and while I keep these idiots pinned down, you work your way behind them and we’ll get this over with.”
Simon signaled his understanding and after a terse discussion he yelled, “All right Ellison. Let’s get this done!”
Jim checked his rifle, making sure it was fully loaded. He lifted his hat into the air about two inches and ducked as the lead flew past. When the volley ended, he stood and raced forward, firing with incredible accuracy. Simon, Rafe and Henri took off, working their way behind the outlaws while Jim moved to whatever meager cover he could find. Whenever a head popped up from behind the boulders, a bullet zinged unnervingly close when it didn’t hit the chosen target. The rustlers found it near impossible to get off a shot.
Jim could hear their leader screaming invectives at the outlaws, cursing them for their cowardice, shouting at them to fire, that there was only one man out there. It made no difference as far as Jim could tell. The leader’s voice sounded familiar and Jim searched his memory trying to place it. As he moved closer, the voice rang out again and Jim remembered. Movement to his right caught his attention; he smiled to himself as he watched Henri sneak up on an unsuspecting rustler who had mustered the courage to try for another shot. The man froze as the hammer on Henri’s Colt clicked back next to his ear. Before the others knew what was happening, they found themselves flanked and most surrendered with hardly a complaint.
Not their leader. No, not Mr. Arthur Sturges! He found most of his men disarmed with hands in the air and he was furious! He turned the air blue for a minute until he found himself staring down the barrel of Jim’s rifle into a pair of the coldest blue eyes he’d ever seen. “I think you’ve said enough for one day, Sturges. I suggest you shut up until we get you to the nearest sheriff.” Sturges had sense enough to realize the man holding the rifle on him was angry, tired and ready to shoot. And snapped his mouth shut.
Disarmed, hogtied, then tied to their saddles, the rustlers were escorted back to the herd. Joel and Rafael had the wagon back on its wheels and were tending the wounded. The herd was still milling around, but the threat of stampede was gone. Simon looked around, still wondering how they had been so lucky to still have control of the herd. Joel was staring at the captives and turned to Simon, “Is that Captain Sturges, Simon? I mean, why is he tied up?”
“It seems that Mr. Sturges is the leader of this little band of thieves, Joel.”
“Leader? But, but, he’s the majority owner of the herd. I mean, over half the cattle came from his spread.”
“Yeah, I know, Joel. But seems Mr. Sturges wasn’t satisfied with that. Seems he figured he’d rustle the entire herd, sell it and pocket all the profits, then cry foul when we rode home with empty pockets. I’m not sure what’s going to happen, but we’ll let a judge and the other cattle owners decide on Mr. Sturges’ future.”
Sturges’ face turner redder with every word Simon spoke and especially when he referred to the former Captain as Mr. Sturges. And Simon knew the pompous man would be furious. He had ridden his short army career laurels far too long and most folks were fed up with him. Because he owned the biggest spread, he assumed the role of leader for their community. “Enough about Sturges, Joel. How are the men?”
“We lost one man, Simmons. He was trampled by the cattle when his horse was shot out from under him. Three others have flesh wounds and Williams has a broken leg.” Simon frowned at the report. Simmons was one of the youngest men working for him. He turned and spat at the outlaws, “Now you’re looking at murder, not just cattle rustling. Simmons was only nineteen. Nineteen! Get these piles of shit out of my sight!”
The captives were hobbled together and left with two drovers guarding them. Both men fingered the triggers on their guns longingly; most of the drovers had liked Simmons and taken him ‘under their wing’. The outlaws didn’t protest their restraints at all, figuring it wouldn’t take much to provoke the angry men.
Simon and Jim took their time and checked the whole herd. Reports came in and they realized just how lucky they were. Only two hundred were missing and they figured they’d pick most of them up in the next day or so as they moved on toward Cheyenne.
“You must have one heck of a guardian angel, Simon. I’d of figured almost half would be gone missing from the looks of things when Henri and I rode over that ridge.”
“It’s a damn good thing you got here when you did, Jim. You and Brown showing up when you did made all the difference. And just where the hell have you been that’s taken you so long to get back?”
He watched, astounded, as Jim Ellison cursed, whirled ‘Buck’ around and galloped away. “Ellison!!! Where do you think you’re going? It’s almost nightfall! You get your sorry ass back here!! Right now!!!”
Blair shifted again; wincing as the movement ratcheted the pain of his pain up another notch. It had been hours since Jim and Henri had ridden away and night had fallen. He had gathered a few sticks together and after countless failed attempts, managed to start a small fire. It didn’t begin to warm him, but the faint light made him feel a tiny bit safer. He had worked to find every twig near the travois and fed them slowly to the greedy flames. He made sure he drank sparingly from the canteen. He’d managed to eat a small portion of the pemmican Jim left him, but really had no appetite. What he was, was worried. He knew there was trouble, that Jim had heard something and that something was bad. And he worried that Jim needed help, maybe had been hurt, or worse and Blair had no way of helping Jim, no way of getting to him. And he wondered how the man had come to mean so much to him in such a short time. Blair made friends easily, but his nomadic lifestyle meant that they were simply friends. Other than his mother, he’d had no one he was close to most of his life. Until Morning Star. But she was dead. And he was alone.
Disheartened by his turn of thoughts, Blair impatiently brushed away tears and tried to concentrate of keeping his little fire going. But once opened, the floodgate of memories continued to wash over him. The first time he’d seen her. The way she said his name. The patience she had while teaching him their language. He shifted uneasily and his thoughts turned to Jim Ellison. The man had heightened senses, at least his hearing and sight were. He had complained too about his clothes at times, so Blair figured touch was heightened too. He wondered about smell and taste. He’d have to ask about those when.....
Frustrated, in pain and not a little afraid, Blair rolled over and regretted that action immediately. His breath caught as the pain wiped away any other thought. When he could breathe again, it was in short pants as he waited for the pain to recede. Stupid, stupid, stupid. What are you gonna try next, Sandburg? Chopping wood or carrying water? He worked himself up on his hands and knees, then climbed shakily to his feet. He leaned gingerly against the tree, trembling from the exertion. I should be doing better than this by now. I am so pathetic! All right Sandburg. Enough with the self-pity. You need to fend for yourself, so get with it.
With tremendous effort and concentration, he managed to gather a dozen pieces of wood before his legs gave out and he fell heavily onto the travois. Sweat streamed down his face but he mentally patted himself on the back. Small steps, baby steps, but it was more than he’d done since Jim found him and he now knew he would survive. With that decision, he fed a few small pieces to his fire and fell asleep.
He was dreaming. She moved in his arms and kissed him softly. He looked up into the blue sky and rejoiced in the love he had found. He looked back into warm brown eyes, alight with love and joy and prayed that whatever power governed men’s lives, that he was home, never to move on, not alone. He lowered his head to kiss her when the first rumble of thunder reached his ears. He jerked his head up and frowned at the same blue sky. Thunder? There’s a storm? What?
Thunder sounded again and again, closer and closer and he couldn’t find her. Where? Where was she? God, no. Bring her back. Oh, please God, bring her back.
He woke with a sob, more from loss than pain as he jerked upright. Thunder still sounded as his confused mind cleared and he looked around, looking for a weapon, anything. It wasn’t thunder. Might be a buffalo, or a horse. A horse usually meant man and Blair was suddenly afraid the soldiers had found him and would finish the job. Blair would’ve welcomed that just days ago, but now he had a purpose, a reason to keep on. He knew he could help Jim and he owed the man so much. There wasn’t anything, except the largest piece of wood and that was laughable. Blair climbed painfully to his feet once more and waited.
The rider jumped from the saddle before the horse had fully stopped and ran toward Blair. His tiny fire was almost extinguished and Blair could only make out shadows, but as the man ran toward him, he knew. He dropped his pitiful club as he clung to the tree for support.
“Hey partner. You ready to head out?” Blair nodded as Jim helped him back to the travois. Jim found, to his amazement, that his headache was rapidly disappearing as his senses cleared. What is it about this kid?
The next day found Blair riding in the supply wagon with the drover who had broken his leg jumping from his horse as it was shot out from under him. Joel had taken over care of his back and had stuffed more food down him in one morning than he’d eaten all week. And as Joel drove the wagon, he filled Blair in on all that had happened. And Blair had thought he could talk non-stop. With a captive audience, Joel had a great time telling Blair all about the round-up, the cattle owners, the land in the Pacific Northwest that he, Simon, Jim, Brown and Rafe hoped to buy with their portion from the cattle sale. Fertile land, green and uncrowded. Land where they could build good lives, start and raise families, a new start for them all. Blair lay there with his belly full, listening to Joel’s warm, friendly voice and learned about Jim Ellison. About Sturges and his plan to steal his own cattle, a plan that ended the life of one young man and had wounded others. Like the affable Roy Williams, who had never complained about the rough wagon ride jostling his broken leg. Roy grinned at Joel when the older man admonished him for not joining them in their grand plan to head west. Roy told Blair how he was heading back to North Carolina, find his mother, grandmother and brother, then buy a small farm and take care of them. Of course, Roy had gone on with a shy smile, if a certain young lady was still of a mind to get married, she’d be joining his family on that venture.
Blair was almost asleep when a warm, amused voice spoke, “You been asleep all day, Sandburg?”
Blair looked up to find Jim’s sweaty, dusty face at the back of the wagon, smile spreading across his face. “Sleep? Who could sleep when Joel here has such a talent for finding every rut and every gopher hole this side of St. Louis?”
“I heard that Sandburg! You just wait! Lemme see you drive this goshdurned wagon and see how well you do!”
Jim’s face disappeared, his laughter trailing behind.
Blair, with Jim and Joel on either side, managed to get out of the wagon and prop up to eat dinner with the drovers. Roy was content to watch and listen from the supply wagon. The food was plain but Joel had a knack with what spices he had and Blair soon found himself scraping the bottom of his plate. Stomach happily stuffed, he leaned against the blanket-padded saddle and did what he did best. Observe and listen.
Their progress had been slowed, what with having to guard their prisoners and taking it easy on the cattle, exhausted from their panicked flight the day before. Simon groused about the weight the herd had lost from the stampede. Jim and Henri tried to reassure him that taking it easy the next few days before hitting Cheyenne would take care of that. Talk turned to what to do with all the money they were earning, with some bragging about the women they planned to impress, while most talked about how to make life better for their families. Blair already knew the special plans Simon, Joel, Henri, Rafe and Jim had made and wondered how soon they would head west. As if reading his mind, Rafe spoke up. “Do you think we’ll have enough time to get to Oregon or Washington before the snows begin, Jim?”
“Well, after we get the herd sold and get the money back to Livingston, we should have about six weeks of travel time. We’d have to travel light and push hard, but we can make it. Or, we can wait, work through the winter here and head out late spring. It’s something we should think on these next few days and decide together. What do you think, Simon?”
“I think we should get some rest and get this herd to market. I’m not making any definite plans before that.”
The next few days passed peacefully enough, and Blair felt better with each new day. He soon began helping Joel, as much as the big man would allow. He helped with meal preparation, a huge undertaking twice a day for the hard-working, always hungry drovers. Breakfast included enough left over for hurried passes to the supply wagon for left over biscuits, dried fruit and whatever breakfast meat was available. The wagon outdistanced the herd by a few miles so Joel could set up camp no less than an hour before the herd was settled for the night. Another large meal was readied for the ravenous men, but since they had to feed the rustlers, Jim and a couple of men would range out, not only to scout, but to find game to augment the dwindling supplies. The prisoners soon began complaining when they figured they weren’t going to be strung up by the drovers, but Blair thought a couple times they had pushed their luck too far.
Sturges was exceptional at stirring up the thwarted rustlers; then just sat back, watching and listening as they caused trouble. One afternoon, a couple managed to get loose and made a break. Rafe and Henri caught them before they got a hundred yards, but Rafe’s favorite mount pulled up lame. The normally even-tempered young man had to be pulled off one outlaw before he strangled the man.
The men were more tired than usual because the prisoners had to be guarded constantly along with riding herd and then their turn at night herd. Joel made sure the men were fed and fed as well as he possibly could and as Blair’s health and stamina returned, little by little, Joel relied on him more. Blair had learned much from the Indians he had studied, lived and traveled with and put that knowledge to good use. He made a liniment for sore muscles, brewed teas from bark, roots and wild herbs, and entertained the men with tales from his travels, but mostly he spent any spare time he could talking, questioning, working with Jim. He knew the man had suffered when his heightened senses had flared up and overwhelmed him, causing bad headaches, severe bouts of nausea and more. He knew there had to be a way to help the man control his senses and begin to really use them to his advantage. At first, Jim seemed leery of so many questions, some of them very personal, but came to understand Blair wasn’t trying to be nosy, that he was genuinely concerned and working to help Jim.
Jim didn’t like the idea of opening up so much to one person; he didn’t talk much to anyone other than Simon, Joel, Rafe and Henri. And only Simon and Joel knew most of what had happened to him. They knew about his problem with his eyes and the resulting headaches, but not about the fact that he could see as far as a hawk, nor how his other senses would spike or go the opposite direction when everything would be muffled like it was blanketed in cotton batting. It was during those times he was almost helpless and he hated everything about it, hated being a freak.
The first time he referred to himself that way, Blair practically told him off. He had no idea the kid could get so riled up. After the very lengthy lecture, he hastily agreed that yes, of course, his senses were natural, a gift many would envy, and others would greedily exploit. Jim thought about that and decided Sandburg had it right, although he wished the senses would just go away or back to normal, anything, but Blair had happily informed him it just didn’t work that way. Jim hated the tests the kid thought up to help Jim gain a small amount of control, but he was determined to control the senses, not be controlled by them.
Simon knew they were getting close to the railhead and he was getting nervous. Jim ranged out every day, bringing back favorable scouting reports, but something was not right and Jim grew antsy and Simon became more nervous. But Jim found nothing wrong as he scouted further and further ahead of the herd. They were about three days out from Cheyenne and a few of the men were becoming careless. And the more laidback they became the more Simon barked. He finally got their attention when he dragged one drover from his saddle. Fifty head of cattle had wandered off while the drover had been bragging about his future conquests in Cheyenne. That night Simon told them in no uncertain terms that anyone caught slacking on the job again would be fired on the spot and that meant no pay! It was the ironclad agreement that all the men who signed on for the drive was for the duration and if at any time they left or got fired, all monies were forfeited. That little speech woke them up good and fast and the next day the drovers were all business. Simon grinned around the pipe jammed in the corner of his mouth.
“Well, Jim. If we keep up this pace, we’re sure to be in Cheyenne by the first of the week. What do you think?”
“I think you told us to wait until we actually get there before we ‘think’ about anything concerning this drive.”
He rode off chuckling as he listened to Simon’s grumbling about know- it-all scouts.
Blair walked carefully as he carried a pot of coffee and the smaller kettle of stew over to the prisoners. Rafe was on guard duty and when he saw Blair bringing food to the outlaws, he hurried to help. Blair smiled his thanks and quietly went about feeding the rustlers. Joel always made sure the drovers were fed first, then the outlaws. Blair filled up their plates and handed out johnnycakes, still warm. Most of the prisoners nodded their thanks, but when he came to Sturges, the man’s steely gray gaze unnerved him. The hard eyes slowly inspected Blair from head to toe and after his perusal, Sturges smiled a nasty smile.
“So, just why are Ellison and Banks keeping you with them? I guess it has been a long, lonely drive and you really are a pretty boy, aren’t you?”
Ellison stopped unsaddling ‘Buck’ and turned quickly. He heard a familiar heartbeat speed up, then start racing. He threw his reins at Rafael, then ran toward the source. He rounded the wagon just in time to hear Sturges’ remark.
Blair backed away quickly, almost dropping the kettle. He bumped into a solid chest and Jim’s hands dropped onto his shoulders, steadying him. “Take it easy, Sandburg. You’re okay. Why don’t you go and give Joel a hand. I’ll finish up here.” He gave Blair a little push toward the wagon. Blair looked over his shoulder at Sturges, then straightened his shoulders as much as his healing back would allow and walked away.
Ellison stepped in front of Sturges, forcing the man to lean back in order to look him in the eye. “I don’t know what game you’re playing here Sturges, and I don’t care. That kid who just brought you your food? He shouldn’t be on his feet right now, but he thinks even the likes of you needs to eat. Me? I wouldn’t give you a piece of hardtack. Why bother? You’re gonna swing from a gallows soon enough. But if I hear you bothering him again, you’ll be wishing a judge or lawman was around right then. Do I make myself clear?”
Sturges sneered, but Jim could see the sweat that had popped out on his face and see his pupils contract with apprehension. Jim knew he could be intimidating when angered and right now he was glad he had mastered that ability. He gave the man one last cold warning look before hurrying to catch up to Sandburg.
“I heard what he said, Blair. Don’t pay any attention to him. He’s just trying to start trouble, hoping he can get away.”
“It’s okay, Jim. Really.” Blair shook his head at Jim’s skeptic expression. “I’ve heard worse, believe me. I have far more important things to occupy my time than what he has to say. Like, how to get you to agree to a couple more tests.” A small grin twitched the corners of his mouth. Jim heaved a put upon sigh, more for show than anything. The grin widened and Jim smiled in return.
Sturges watched the two men walk away and bit back angry expletives. He would wait a while longer, but he knew he had found the right man and that very soon he would put Ellison in his place, Hopefully before the night was out.
Jim didn’t mind riding night herd; the quiet suited him, soothed away the heat, dust and noise from the day. A half moon bathed the herd in silver and the slight breeze brought in the sweet scent of junipers from the hills. He caught another scent and frowned. What in the world does he think he’s doing? He turned in the saddle and watched Blair ride up to join him. Blair shrugged, “I couldn’t sleep and I’m really feeling lots better, so I thought I’d try and see how I did on horseback. Trust me. Rafael gave me ‘Satan’, said I might could handle him.”
Jim huffed a laugh. The standing joke the entire trail drive had been naming the placid, mild tempered gelding ‘Satan’. The horse had a gait that would put you to sleep, but seldom, make that rarely, was he coaxed into anything past a fast trot. They saved the horse for wranglers recuperating from injuries inherent to the day to day hazards of a trail drive. “Oh, yeah, partner. Reckon you might stay on that horse for a few minutes.” They sat side by side for a few minutes, listening to the sounds of a contented herd before Blair whispered, “What do you hear, Jim?”
Jim knew what the kid meant and took a few moments to do just that, extend his hearing and listen. “I hear the cattle.” Blair rolled his eyes. “I hear Joel snoring, Simon talking in his sleep, again. I hear an owl flying over that small hill.”
“What hill? I don’t see any hill? How far away are you talking about?”
“It’s due west of us, about 500 yards from here.”
“500 yards? You can hear an owl flying that far away? We really need to work on your senses Jim. Can you see the owl? Just think about what you could do....!”
Jim halted the excited flow of words with a hand over Blair’s mouth for a second. He had pulled back from the owl’s flight, back to the herd. He raised a hand to halt Blair’s question as he shifted his attention to the camp and the sudden noises he had caught as he cast his hearing about. He listened for a few seconds, anger tightening his features.
“Ride out and find Henri, tell him to circle around to the south. There’s trouble. Sturges and his men are loose.”
Jim slipped from the saddle, grabbing his rifle before Blair could answer. He moved swiftly and silently through the outer edges of the herd, effectively masking his approach. Blair watched for a second before heading to search for Henri.
Jim eased around the edge of the wagon and groaned as he took in the scene. Sturges and his men were freed and in the process of tying Simon and Joel. Jim looked around, dismayed to find the drovers had been attacked in their sleep and most were unconscious. Sturges straightened up, arrogant, smug expression firmly in place. “Banks, I’ll be sure to express my extreme displeasure on how badly you bungled this job when I’m back in Livingston. It’ll be a hardship when myself and the other owners find out you’ve lost the herd; many will probably lose their little spreads, what with having put everything on the line with this endeavor. But I’m sure someone will come forward, someone who can offer a decent price for their land. Say at least 20 cents on the dollar.”
Simon glared at Sturges, “I’ve met some sorry people in my time, but they don’t hold a candle to you. Rich, greedy, heartless bastard. You’ll rot in hell one day for this Sturges.”
A booted foot swung out and caught Simon in the ribs. A grunt of pain escaped as Simon doubled forward, trying to catch his breath. Sturges
laughed, “Be careful what you say Banks. My men know to take care of the goose with the golden eggs.”
Jim watched as Sturges shoved Simon over to the ground and turned to his men. “We’ll push the herd hard and get them sold. You’ll get your shares as soon as I’ve cleared the bank draft. And we have a new member, the man who set us free tonight.” Dawson Quinn smirked as Simon looked up to see one of his drovers shaking Sturges’ hand. “Mistake was made at the beginning, hiring the likes of Banks here as trail boss over his betters. Seems you boys would’ve learned your lesson during the war when your kind weren’t allowed in the white man’s army.” Jim ground his teeth as he listened; Quinn had been one of those bitterly opposed to having a black man as trail boss. But he had shut up once the drive started, keeping his mouth shut for the most part and Jim had ignored him when he did his work and caused no problems.
Simon didn’t let the insult pass, “You stupid fool! If you think for one minute Sturges has any intention of giving even one of you the first penny....” Sturges fired and the bullet barely missed Simon’s face. Simon froze in place; aware Sturges was more than capable of killing a bound, unarmed man. Quinn was suddenly yanking him upright, right hand bunched in the front of his shirt. “Don’t you ever....speak to me....like that....again....boy!” Each pause was punctuated with a fist pounding into Simon’s already abused ribs. Simon thought he heard Joel yelling, the sound barely making it past the roar in his ears as his vision grayed out.
Jim watched the scene, cold rage replacing the hot anger of moments before. He noted the placement of each outlaw as he moved out, paralleling the men at the edge of the campfire’s light. The outermost outlaw made no sound as Jim’s chokehold put him down. He moved to his next victim, the butt of his gun ending any chance of interfering. One by one the outlaws succumbed to the stealthily moving man. The rustlers had invaded, then injured his men, his friends and Jim Ellison meant for them to pay for those mistakes.
Sturges decided he had tormented Simon long enough and barked out orders for his men to take control of the herd. He waited impatiently for acknowledgement before realization set in that only a handful had answered his commands.
“Quinn, Roberts, Sanderson! Check the men!” He turned to Simon who was smiling at Sturges’ agitation. A backhanded blow whipped Simon’s head to the side, “I see a grin on your face again and I’ll shoot you right between the eyes!” Simon blinked against tears of pain, shook his head slightly then defiantly raised his head, mouth bloody and stretched wide in a cold, wicked smile. “What’s the matter Sturges? You betrayed the other owners. You plan to double cross these men too. What other outcome did you expect?”
Sturges brought his gun up and aimed it at Simon’s forehead. Simon’s unblinking gaze, macabre bloody grin fixed in place had Sturges suddenly suspicious. “Where’s Ellison?” he bellowed. Simon’s gaze shifted to the side for a split second, then focused back on Sturges. Joel joined in; “You’ll never find him Sturges, never even see him before it’s too late!” Quinn stomped over to Joel then savagely kicked him in the lower back. Joel gasped as pain shot up his back and down his left leg. Joel heard Quinn walk around him, saw the booted foot swing back and braced for it to slam into his head. Eyes squeezed shut, breath coming in short pants, anticipating the pain.....that never came.
Blair raced around the herd, heedless of the pain flaring up. His horse actually reared a bit he pulled back so hard on the reins when he found Henri, who had no chance to ask what the devil Blair was up to. “Jim heard something back at camp. Something bad, about Sturges and then he took off on foot with his rifle and he told me to hurry and find you and send you back to help him. He said for you to come in from the south.” Henri opened his mouth to answer, but Blair had already whipped his horse around and was heading back. Henri muttered as he urged his horse into a gallop, “Just what the devil is going on around here? And how did that kid say so much without ever drawing a breath?”
They rode in silence in a tense race back to the flickering fire in the distance. Henri knew they couldn’t keep up the pace for long; one gopher hole and one misplaced hoof would mean a broken leg at worst, bowed tendon at best with the rider eating dirt while gathering bruises or a busted arm or leg. He reached over finally and caught Blair’s reins, easing both horses to a halt. He felt rather than saw Blair glaring at him, “If we go riding in like we were, they’ll hear us long before we see them and be ready for us.”
“I wasn’t thinking, sorry Henri.” The contritely whispered words
brought a faint smile to Henri’s face. “No need to apologize kid, just
wanted us to have the edge, not the other way ‘round.” They stopped
the horses and slid to the ground. Henri checked his handgun, then turned
to Blair. “You stay here with the horses and if any of the others ride
in, stop them, tell them what you know and have them come in on foot.
Okay?” Blair wanted to argue, but knew he could best help by following
Henri’s orders. “Okay, I’ll wait here. But only for a while.”
Henri patted his shoulder then blended into the shadows cast by the moon sinking behind the hills.
Blair waited, mentally counting off minutes, foot tapping with nervous impatience. Ten minutes passed, ten minutes that seemed more like an hour. He couldn’t hear anything other than the horses breathing and his own heart pounding louder and louder as his imagination kicked in. Another fifteen minutes went by and he could stand it no longer. He unsaddled the horses, removed the reins and left the horses to their own devices. He didn’t have any way of hobbling them but hated the thought of them stepping on the reins and getting hurt, and he had to go help, now.
He wanted to run, but couldn’t because that would make too much noise, so he settled for a swift, crouching walk. He didn’t have a gun, had no idea what he’d do, but that was a bridge he’d cross later.
He slipped beneath the wagon and crawled forward. He slapped a hand across his mouth as he watched Sturges aim his gun at Simon’s head. He looked around, squinting, searching for Jim or Henri or any one of the drovers. He caught a movement and turned, but couldn’t tell who the man was slipping up behind Sturges. He heard Joel yell at Sturges and scooted back until he spotted Joel, watched as Quinn kicked Joel in the back. The big man’s arms and legs pulled the ropes binding him as his lower back spasmed with pain.
Blair rolled out from under the wagon, hand tightening around a rounded rock. He hissed with pain as his back protested the rough treatment, but didn’t stop until he was on his knees. His arm moved forward, releasing the rock that flew through the air toward Quinn’s head. As the sadistic man’s foot swung back for another vicious kick, Blair’s rock struck his temple. A surprised look crossed Quinn’s face before falling to the ground unconscious. Sturges swung around, searching for this latest participant just as Jim’s fist came out of the darkness, smashing into the middle of his face. Sturges had been aiming at Blair’s back when the blow sent him stumbling backwards into the campfire, his gun discharging harmlessly overhead.
Jim had had his vision extended to see every movement from the shadows and as the flames flared high and sparks flew in all directions, his eyes were overwhelmed and he dropped to his knees. Touch flared like the flames and the heat seemed to scorch his skin. Taste joined in and he swore he tasted the hot ashes at the back of his throat. Sturges saw the big man stagger, then sink to his knees, hands covering his eyes and knew this was his best chance. He gained his feet, spotted his gun and dove for it.
Joel tugged frantically at this bonds, as did Simon, both shouting at Jim, yelling for help. Blair ran to Jim, talking low and soft to the big man, hopeless and hopeful to get his senses back to a normal level, placing himself between Jim and Sturges who came up with his pistol. Blair wrapped himself around his rescuer as he continued his whispered directives. Sturges smiled in triumph as he pulled the trigger. The bullet whipped past the kneeling men and thudded into the wagon. Sturges crumpled to the ground, bleeding from three chest wounds.
Henri lowered his rifle and moved to Joel’s side. Rafe urged his horse in closer, holstering his gun before heading to help Simon. Slumping down into the wagon to his pallet, Roy Williams let go his death grip on the old Sharpes rifle. He’d been knocked unconscious by Quinn, then forgotten as the rustlers taunted and injured others. His leg hurt but it couldn’t erase the smile of satisfaction from his face.
Blair flinched as the shots rang out and covered Jim’s ears with his hands, continuing his soothing litany. The big man was still kneeling, muscles bunched rigidly. Blair was peripherally aware of Rafe and Henri helping Simon and Joel as he spoke to Jim, rubbing his hands lightly up and down Jim’s arms and shoulders.
Simon barked at Rafe who was trying to convince his boss he should lie still. “I’m not hurt that bad, damnit! Now give me a hand up!” Rafe sighed but gave the big man the ordered hand. Henri was losing a similar battle with Joel who insisted he had injured to check on, “My back is bruised, not broken. I need to check on Roy and Simon and the others.” Joel managed to walk over to Simon to check his face and ribs. Simon protested and Joel ignored him as usual. “When I say you’re okay, then you can go back to bossing, boss.” Simon rolled his eyes heavenward and wished he had his favorite pipe right then.
“Jim, come on, you need to come back. You need to concentrate on my voice, my heartbeat and use that as an anchor. Break the pattern of your other senses rising higher into the sky like smoke. Slowly put the fire out and lower your sense of touch then we’ll work on your eyes. Please, Jim. Sturges is dead; the others are not a threat. You can relax, come back to us, okay?”
A shudder ran through the big man’s body and he painfully cracked his eyes open. That quiet, rich voice had worked its way through the agony of his out of control senses, the steady heartbeat, the drumbeat of life drawing him back. He looked into Blair’s deep blue eyes, eyes full on concern and hope, those eyes widening as he saw Jim looking at him. A tentative smile crossed his face, “I’m back, partner. I’m back. Thanks.”
Henri came over as Blair and Jim rose, Blair’s arm around Jim’s waist for support. “He gonna be okay, Hairboy?” Blair’s eyebrows almost disappeared into his hairline. “Hairboy? Did you just call me...
Hairboy?”
“Well, yeah. I mean, you got more hair than most women I know, so the name just kinda came out, but it suits you.” An exaggerated groan was covered by Jim’s laughter as he ruffled the brown curls.
Part Seven
Sturges was buried along with three of his men. Quinn and the others were bound painfully tight, Quinn’s stringy blond hair covered with a bloody bandage. Simon and several others were hurt and he thought about delaying a day or two for them all to recover, but the others nixed that idea. Simon was determined to finish this drive, anxious to turn the rustlers over to the marshal in Cheyenne and get the cattle sold. His men were in total agreement. The more seriously injured drovers rode in the wagon with Roy, who repeated his tales from that night with relish. No one believed him when he told how Blair took Quinn out with one rock to the head, until Quinn had to be gagged to stop his continuous cursing of Sandburg. And the story of how the three shots that ended Sturges’ life seemed to ring out as one was often repeated. And how Jim had taken out six of the outlaws by himself. But no mention of Jim’s sudden, strange ’affliction’. Not one word.
Three hard, dirty, and shorthanded days later, they had the cattle counted and herded into the stock pens in Cheyenne. Simon was busy negotiating the sale of the cattle; the marshal had happily locked the rustlers in his jail, arranging for their trial the next day since the circuit judge was in town for the week. Joel found the town doctor and made sure each and every man was checked. Jim waited while Blair was examined, listening unashamedly. He was afraid the young man would try to make light of his injuries, but his worries were for nothing as the doctor was a crusty, no-nonsense man who had served as a field doctor during the war. He checked the injured back carefully and told Blair in no uncertain terms light chores only and plenty of rest, “You start overdoing it and that back may never heal. You put this ointment on twice a day for the next month, no exceptions. Understand?” Jim covered his smile with a big hand as Blair muttered his reluctant acquiescence. Roy’s leg was pronounced to be healing nicely, to Joel’s relief and the others with flesh wounds and nasty head wounds were tended, treated and released.
They assembled in the town’s biggest and fanciest saloon, quietly relishing their first cold beers in eons, waiting for word from Simon. They were an exhausted group, but elated at the same time, thankful to have survived the drive. Thankful to be alive. Quietly grieving their losses. Jim still wanted that long, hot bath, but he was slumped comfortably in his seat, sipping his second beer in as many hours and was just too darn relaxed to convince his body to move right now. He listened to the others quietly recounting their adventures, nodding and smiling until his gaze came to rest on Sandburg.
The kid’s face was a study in anxiety and sadness. His foot tapped the floor with restless energy, hands clenched tightly around his empty glass. Jim waited until those blue eyes rose to meet his, “Whatcha thinking about, kid?” Blair shook his head and dropped his gaze to his lap. Jim’s questions were interrupted by Simon’s loud entrance. The big man looked around, exultant, smug smile shining as he removed his pipe, and bellowed, “Gentlemen! Would you care to join me in a toast? I’m buying!” Whoops of glee answered him.
The drovers were paid, the money for the owners locked in the bank’s safe, most of the men were happily drinking, some ‘wooing’ the ladies of the saloon. Simon had finished his last glass of champagne as he contentedly watched his men. Rafe and Henri were busy talking about their plans for their new spreads, while Joel laughingly butted in when their plans became absurdly grandiose. His happy expression changed to a frown as he saw Blair Sandburg quietly edging toward the saloon doors. Where the heck is that kid going? Not far, I expect. He had spotted Jim moving that way and watched as Ellison caught him just as Blair made it outside.
“Are you heading on over to the hotel, Sandburg? You’ll need the
room key.” He placed it in Blair’s shaking hand, “What’s wrong?
You not feeling well? Course you’re not feeling good, what was I
thinking. You should be resting. C’mon, we’ll tell Simon and head on
over.”
“No, Jim. You should stay here and celebrate with the others. But.... I need to ask you a favor.” Jim cocked his head and waited patiently. Blair swallowed around the lump in his throat, “Could you loan me a couple of dollars? I need to send a telegraph. To Naomi.”
“Sure thing, partner. I should’ve thought of that myself. You gonna let her know you’re okay?”
“Yeah. I mean I wrote to her when I could, but it’s been a while. And I need to ask her, need to, well, I need some money.” He nervously thumbed wayward curls behind his ear as Jim stared at him.
“I can loan you some money right now. How much do you need?”
“No, Jim. I can’t take your money. I mean, I don’t know how much a ticket will cost. I was going to check on that before I sent the telegraph.”
“Ticket? What do you need a ticket for? What kind of ticket....”Jim’s mouth tightened into a thin line as he figured out what Blair had planned. “You mean a stage ticket?”
Blair nodded, studying his scuffed, dusty boots. “That’s why I can’t take your money, Jim. You need your money for your new place and supplies and everything. You’ll need every penny and I have no idea when I’d be able to repay you.”
“You want to go back east? I mean, I thought you’d be going with me.”
Blair’s head snapped up, disbelief written across his face. “Go with you? I... you...I mean why would you want me to go with you? It’s.. I can’t do... I mean, I don’t have any money and I’d probably slow you down and I know you hadn’t planned on anyone else going with you.” His voice trailed off and Jim had to listen closely to catch the last words. “Didn’t think you’d want someone like me tagging along.”
“You won’t be ‘tagging along’, Sandburg. I mean, you told me that with these senses of mine I need someone to help me get control of them, someone who’ll watch my back that knows what’s going on with me. I just thought you meant that someone was you and we’d be in this for the long haul.”
Blair stood there blinking, hope slowly replacing the sorrow and loneliness. Then he smiled brilliantly, “You really mean that, Jim?”
“Well, if he doesn’t, I for one would like you to join us, Sandburg.” Simon joined them as the two men turned quickly. “I know you’ve been helping Jim with his, uh, headaches and such and you’ve already proved you can help. Look how you helped Joel fix meals for us. You’d be an asset to our venture, that is, if you want to join us.”
Blair’s grin threatened to split his face; just as suddenly his face crumpled and he whirled around before Jim and Simon saw the tears he couldn’t stop. Hands turned him gently back; “Do you want to go with us, Blair?”
“Yeah, Hairboy. We was gettin’ real tired of Joel’s cooking and that liniment you worked up did wonders for my sore shoulder. We can use a man like you.” Henri and Rafe stood quietly beside Simon and Joel.
“You see, partner? It’s not just me. You’ve made yourself a place and it just wouldn’t be the same if you don’t go with us. What do you say?”
“I say, can I borrow a couple of dollars? I need to send my Mom a telegraph and tell her I’ll be traveling for a few months. Out to the Pacific Northwest, right?” The smile was back in full force, tears of joy shining in his eyes.
“You got it kid! Now, did I tell you what we’ve found out about the place we plan to settle?”
“No, you didn’t. So, will it be like two or three months before we get there? We’d have lots of time to, uh, test your, um...” Jim’s hand effectively silenced Blair’s questions.
The men moved down the street, Jim’s arm now firmly around Blair’s shoulders. “It’s on the west side of the Cascade mountains. Green, fertile valleys, forests so thick with trees the sun can’t force its way through.....”
The End